He felt the ledger's last entry press into his palms: his mother’s name. A date. The word VERIFIED. The room narrowed. He remembered the night she had sat at his childhood kitchen table with a bandaged hand and refused to speak of the hospital except to say, "We made deals." He had always assumed it was a euphemism for poverty, for bargains cut with landlords. The ledger suggested a different commerce: bargains made with memory—an exchange of weight for functioning.