On the rare nights when his old self surfaced—when grief woke and pushed like floodwater at the doors of his new composure—he would take one small, secret measure of resistance. He would spare a single nightmare. Not his own, but some stubborn, useless phantom that taught a useful lesson: a dream of a child who waited for a parent to return; an image of poverty that kept a miser generous. He would leave that sliver of pain untouched, as if protecting a wildflower in a manicured lawn. These little acts were his rebellion, a promise to the messy, painful humanity that had once inhabited him. They cost him no small thing; the devil noticed such deviations and tightened its terms elsewhere.